The Benjamin Story is My Story- he is asking me to be my own Mother

From the moment I saw him, I knew we were destined for greatness.  The “Mama Bear” awoke with fury.  Every ounce of my being screamed  ” I am here for you now , I will never desert you, I will protect you, I will heal you, I will nurture you back to Wholeness.”  My Heart opened wider than I had ever allowed it to open- the moment I saw my beloved in pain and fear- I  became his Mother.  This love cannot be spoken of adequately in these words,it is  simply best experienced.

My Beloved now asks that I do the same for Me.  My little girl needs it. The one who doubts that the world is a safe place.  He came here to tell me otherwise.  Benjamin has a Story, many of you know the first chapters.  There are many more to come,slowly- he will inspire me to share the wisdom within that is awakening.  It will come in pieces, as these very paragraphs are doing- a bit disjointed perhaps- but if read slowly – the message will be clear-

Love Heals Everything.  Love is Our True Nature.  Love has no Boundaries, Love has No Expectations. Love is Vast, beyond Form. Love is always Present. Love never Dies.  Love is Who We Are.

My boy came to me from a backyard- well- he called me to come to him-and in a flash, I released him from his chain of fear and hopelessness- and begin a journey to Wholeness.  He is gone from this physical plane now but his teachings are just as loud and great- he says to me  “Mom, it is now time to heal your heart- It is now time to nurture and give loving attention to your precious insides just as you did with me.  Expand the Grace of this Limitless Love to you, to others.”  Take your tired, scared, anxious mind and tend to it with loving kindness just as you did with me for 10 years, never ever giving up on me.  Always present with me. Always available to me.  Tend to yourself now little girl.  I am so so good , mom. I am with Source, I am that Limitless Love that you experienced in our connection.  I am here by your side, championing you now- to enter your next chapter of Healing.

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Benjamin, in his majesty, is showing me the way to Truth always. What a blessed life I have- to have this Teacher, awakening me to my True Nature.

Let the Love In, all the way.  Be Inside Love.