I have a therapist of sorts. I am not sure what to label him. but I can say one thing- he is TAPPED IN. I go in and out of seeing him for sessions- but now I want to see him often- very often…because- he is tapped in to “where” Benjamin is. My session was simply out of this world. He said he felt Benjamin’s presence as I was driving up. He was deeply moved. and he channeled Benjamin to me. Benjamin spoke to me. There really are no words to explain the depth of what happened. Benjamin is with Source – deeply at peace and deeply loved and deeply free. he wants me to know we are forever connected and will meet again. That my mind is the only thing that is separating us. he is closer than close.
He wants me to know relax, trust, be open, go slow- in these moments- I may touch in to “where” he is at. He is EVERYWHERE. He is vaster than vast. He is so loved and so deeply close to me- that it is even richer than our love in the physical.
Our meeting in the physical is just a tiny blip amidst the Hugeness of Source and Infinity. He asks me to trust in our soul connection. It is forever- and will never die or be separated. My small mind is just grasping for the physical and Benjamin is assuring me that there our connection is so so so much greater than this.
Tobin was so moved to be communicating with Benjamin. I couldn’t believe I got to hear from Benjamin. I am at peace in this moment. so in love and at peace. I know the mind will taunt me again, but now that I have talked to Benjamin directly- I believe I can access this memory and Tobin and I will continue to record it, so that I can listen and remember the knowledge that is now alive in Benjamin and can be alive in me- if I trust and pause.
Thank you Tobin for the gift of direct communication with my boy.