{"id":331,"date":"2011-05-18T05:21:23","date_gmt":"2011-05-18T05:21:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/causeandeffectdogtraining.com\/blog\/?p=331"},"modified":"2011-05-18T05:21:23","modified_gmt":"2011-05-18T05:21:23","slug":"there-will-never-be-another-him","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/causeandeffectdogtraining.com\/blog\/2011\/05\/18\/there-will-never-be-another-him\/","title":{"rendered":"There will never be another him"},"content":{"rendered":"

There is no replacing my boy. There will be no\u00a0 new dog to fill his space.\u00a0 There is no new love affair\u00a0 to fill\u00a0 this\u00a0 void. There is no new hobby, no new adventure, no new endeavor to make this loss feel less huge.\u00a0 There is just enduring.\u00a0 There is just time. There is just tolerance of pain. Life goes on.\u00a0 I smile more. I laugh at my girls every day. The pack walks bring me peace.\u00a0 But this void remains and I think it will always remain.\u00a0 There is nothing that will ever fill\u00a0 his space in my soul.\u00a0 That will happen when we are reunited again.\u00a0 When I get to Re-member that we were never separate after all.<\/p>\n

I still can’t look at his pictures for more than a moment or two.\u00a0 I just break down.\u00a0 I miss my boy so so much.\u00a0 I got to experience a kind of love that many will never know.\u00a0 I got to directly know the Purity of Unconditional Love.\u00a0 His essence\u00a0 in my life healed me.\u00a0 It convinced me that True Love exists and is real and certain and will NOT change.<\/p>\n

I got to experience the joy of being a Mother to my boy.\u00a0 I got to experience the\u00a0 profound healing of his wounded being- through my love,devotion and commitment to never give up. In return- he taught me about Divine Love- Love that knows no boundaries, no beginning, no end, no judgment.<\/p>\n

My heart aches tonight. A mother missing her son.\u00a0 Good night my sweetness.\u00a0 I love you.\u00a0 \"\"<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

There is no replacing my boy. There will be no\u00a0 new dog to fill his space.\u00a0 There is no new love affair\u00a0 to fill\u00a0 this\u00a0 void. There is no new hobby, no new adventure, no new endeavor to make this loss feel less huge.\u00a0 There is just enduring.\u00a0 There is just time. There is just … <\/p>\n

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