I talked today to a man named Dearborn Clark- that my therapist recommended. He is able to often connect with Highest Levels of Consciousness.\u00a0 I talked to him yesterday and told him about my grief over Benjamin.\u00a0 He was kind, but a bit triggering because he said it is rare, but not impossible for a higher being to be in the form of an animal. In general- the evolving goes from animal to human. I\u00a0 told him I thought Benjamin was a master, old soul, much more than a dog.
\nSo today-\u00a0 he helped me go to a meditative state in my heart. away from my mind . and then asked me to go to a room that would be comfortable. in a chair or bed. I choose Benjamin’s bed.\u00a0 and then MY WHOLE INSIDES- ESPECIALLY MY HEART HEATED UP REALLY INTENSELY- and Benjamin came into the room- looking like him, but younger and stronger and\u00a0 a little different in the face.
\nWell- we talked alot. and this is what was said:
\n1- Benjamin is a fully Awake\u00a0 Being. .\u00a0 He is a Master, very very old. and he decided to come in the form of a dog because it would help me evolve the deepest- at this phase in my life.\u00a0 Dearborn felt it immediately and was quite surprised that my intuition was right.
\n2- He is not going to come back to physical for some time. He feels like he can do more work in this bodyless state of High Consciousness.
\n3-\u00a0 He left his body now because he had work to do with others. to help them evolve.
\n4- He also left because he felt that I was becoming too attached to his physical\u00a0 form and he wanted me to know that I could experience fully the Vastness of Source Love\u00a0 without his body here.
\n5-\u00a0 He is Home. Home Home.\u00a0 and supremely at peace and very ready for more work\u00a0 to help others.
\n6-\u00a0 I can be with him anytime I drop into the heart and away from the mind.
\n7-\u00a0 He now wants me to become more open to experiencing this Unconditional Love with Myself and with Others.\u00a0 This is my most important work now. to evolve.
\nThank you for listening.\u00a0 There are those of you that may doubt, not understand, or be a pessimist.\u00a0 It’s okay. I am one of those too!\u00a0 No one should try to convince anyone of anything , it must be directly experienced.\u00a0 and for 10 years, I experienced the kind of Love that has no words, no definitions, no boundaries.\u00a0 Deep Abiding Presence that was never born and shall never die. I got to experience this presence in the form of Benjamin.\u00a0 and today, my communication with him, through Dearborn Clark was like a huge reaffirming of what I already knew inside.\u00a0 The heat of my heart that I felt when Benjamin first entered “the room” where I meditated was stronger than any wind or rain that\u00a0 blew today.\u00a0 It almost rocked me off the couch.\u00a0 This is the direct experience that has left me deeply at peace today.<\/p>\n
The mind will most likely wake up tomorrow with more pain, suffering, questioning, loss. and this is okay, this is natural. This is what the mind does.<\/p>\n
I can\u00a0 then simply sit and get back to the place of my Open Heart- and there is my soul sitting with Benjamin soul- in Love and never separate.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I talked today to a man named Dearborn Clark- that my therapist recommended. He is able to often connect with Highest Levels of Consciousness.\u00a0 I talked to him yesterday and told him about my grief over Benjamin.\u00a0 He was kind, but a bit triggering because he said it is rare, but not impossible for a … <\/p>\n