{"id":275,"date":"2011-03-20T06:01:02","date_gmt":"2011-03-20T06:01:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/causeandeffectdogtraining.com\/blog\/?p=275"},"modified":"2011-03-20T06:04:38","modified_gmt":"2011-03-20T06:04:38","slug":"i-miss-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/causeandeffectdogtraining.com\/blog\/2011\/03\/20\/i-miss-you\/","title":{"rendered":"I miss you"},"content":{"rendered":"

Everything feels so different. Everything has changed.\u00a0 I lived to love you . I even lived to serve you.\u00a0 Most people will cringe at this-\u00a0 not understanding what this means.\u00a0 After all, he was a dog and I was his master, right?\u00a0 Well Yes, and No.\u00a0 I became his master in order to show him how to trust the world again because it had been so cruel to him.\u00a0 But once this shift occurred and all was\u00a0 stable and serene in his mind-\u00a0 He became my Beloved and I was here to serve him.<\/p>\n

What does this mean?\u00a0 Imagine, an angel coming to earth to bestow the biggest blessings on you-\u00a0 where your heart is so filled with love and peace that you feel indestructible.\u00a0 When I was next to Benjamin- every fibre in my being glowed with an immense light and love.\u00a0 I most vibrantly alive when caring for him. Time stood still when I laid with him. Each pour in my body was filled with limitless love when I fed him, watered him, cleaned him, massaged him, sang to him, played with him.<\/p>\n

You see, I was serving the Beloved.\u00a0 Just as someone sat with Buddha and perhaps soaked his feet or wiped his brow.\u00a0 Each small act of care made me touch God.\u00a0\u00a0 God, Source, Limitless Love- call it what you want.\u00a0 Benjamin brought me to this place of Infinite Unchanging Love, never born and never to die.<\/p>\n

How can I even explain it to you here?\u00a0 Words are so limiting.\u00a0 Benjamin, my Beloved. My teacher. My Son. Thank you for showing me God.<\/p>\n

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Everything feels so different. Everything has changed.\u00a0 I lived to love you . I even lived to serve you.\u00a0 Most people will cringe at this-\u00a0 not understanding what this means.\u00a0 After all, he was a dog and I was his master, right?\u00a0 Well Yes, and No.\u00a0 I became his master in order to show him … <\/p>\n

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